I'm back! It's been about a month since my last post. The video above is actually fairly expressive and thorough concerning why, so I'm going to leave it as the explanation. Please do watch or listen to it; yes, it's a bit long, at 27 minutes, and I won't require it, but it's very informative... maybe listen to it while cleaning some dishes, walking the dog or mowing the lawn. (Do NOT get those mixed up, though... nothing good has ever come from mowing dishes or dogs, and lawns really don't like going for walks! I think it's the leash.) It reveals a lot about me that I've kept to myself, bottled up, for WAY TOO LONG, and provides language and insight for dealing with some health and mood issues that I hope others can learn from, both for themselves and to understand other people experiencing related problems.
The video does get pretty angry... I yell a bit about my old jobs and failed marriage... but eases off by the end and finds a little levity. I promise!
Be excellent to each other!
Jonny friggin' Panic